I'm not [ a hero. a good person. anything that entails. she sighs ] really like them, Korra. Just so that's clear. We're... younger than the League, our ideas about what the world is and should be aren't as set in stone as people who've been doing this for years.
[ She lights up at the next question. ]
She's awesome. She comes from a race of all-female warriors called Amazons? They live on Themyscira, it's protected from the rest of us by some magical forcefield or whatever. [ Rose doesn't even mind she had to go toe to toe with several, she has nothing but respect for them ] They have superpowers but they fight all these mythical monsters, right? And she left her home to come fight our battles with us.
A place with all-female warriors? That sounds amazing. [Korra sounds excited just talking about it.] She sounds just like the type of person who would be in that League of yours.
[ Rose sighs, not sure she wants to have this conversation over a phone where people are listening, but the distance helps. She doesn't need to think too much about Korra's reaction if Korra's not right in front of her, and she should feel guilty that she doesn't care, but guilt comes and goes. ]
[ She'd like to keep Korra as a friend, and friends were honest with each other, weren't they? Rose just didn't know what that looked like when she was involved: she only saw it from the outside. ]
[ That's pretty cool, but she won't say so out loud. ]
[ She doesn't know how to do this any other way than blunt, so blunt it is, ]
I'm the daughter of an assassin [ but he's not just any assassin, just like Talia al Ghul isn't just a pretty lady with money ] my world's best. My brother [ died ] failed, so... guess who wanted me to take over the family business.
[Rude is such an understatement and oddly appropriate that Rose laughs, the tension in her dissolving. ]
He gave me a drug - the one they used on him. He thought it'd do the same thing to me, he didn't know I already had his powers. I didn't know either.
[ She'd been born that way, she always thought he was naturally strong and faster but she never expected she was anything more than human until the day she'd finally met her father. ]
I don't remember anything much, but — [ only half a lie, she had lucid moments, few and far between. For all Rose's composure and bravado, her voice is quiet when she continues, ] I killed a lot of people, Korra. I'm pretty sure they didn't deserve it.
[ She takes a breath. Facts. Facts are easy. Just another mission report. ]
My father and I are a kind of metahuman known as a super-soldier. We're stronger, faster, we can take more pain and heal more quickly than ordinary people. He wasn't born like that - he volunteered for an experiment and it turned him into one by accident. They kept manufacturing the drug and trying it on other subjects because they wanted more, but he was the only success.
[ A steady exhale. ]
Along the way they made variants of the formula. Turns out, when you give more juice to somebody who's already a super-soldier, it drives them bugfuck crazy. Or my dad might have used something completely different - he's smart enough. I don't know what's in it. I just know what it did.
[Rose might hear a soft whooshing sound as Korra boosts herself up onto the roof with her air bending.
The next thing Korra does is go in for a hug, because to Korra, it sounds like she really needs one. Even if this is all in the past and she might have already gotten hugs to make up for everything already. She's getting a hug from Korra anyway.]
Uh, just checking. If your dad ever shows up here, you won't be offended if I punch him, right?
[ See Rose? Isn't used to hugging, and didn't get any of them after she left her father. She's completely tense, unsure what's happening, but there wasn't any violence in Korra. Bending is more of an art than a fighting form, and she's still getting used to how they move. ]
[ Slowly, she lets Korra fold her in a hug, and reaches out to hug her back. ]
Punch him all you want. He's kind of asking for it.
[ Rose pulls away, tilting her head. She doesn't want to reject that assurance (she needs it) but at the same time, she does think it's blatantly untrue. ]
Yeah but — [ she should have fought. She metabolised it faster when they were on the job, and she built up a tolerance - she just should have fought harder ] that's...
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Except Wonder Woman. She's cool.
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Who’s Wonder Woman, though? I don’t think I’ve heard you guys mention her before.
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[ She lights up at the next question. ]
She's awesome. She comes from a race of all-female warriors called Amazons? They live on Themyscira, it's protected from the rest of us by some magical forcefield or whatever. [ Rose doesn't even mind she had to go toe to toe with several, she has nothing but respect for them ] They have superpowers but they fight all these mythical monsters, right? And she left her home to come fight our battles with us.
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Why...do you say you're not like them, though.
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[ Rose sighs, not sure she wants to have this conversation over a phone where people are listening, but the distance helps. She doesn't need to think too much about Korra's reaction if Korra's not right in front of her, and she should feel guilty that she doesn't care, but guilt comes and goes. ]
[ She'd like to keep Korra as a friend, and friends were honest with each other, weren't they? Rose just didn't know what that looked like when she was involved: she only saw it from the outside. ]
[ She picks being selfish. ]
You were born the Avatar, right?
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Yeah... I don't know if anyone's told you, but the Avatar is the same soul, just reincarnated. Why?
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[ She doesn't know how to do this any other way than blunt, so blunt it is, ]
I'm the daughter of an assassin [ but he's not just any assassin, just like Talia al Ghul isn't just a pretty lady with money ] my world's best. My brother [ died ] failed, so... guess who wanted me to take over the family business.
[ She falls quiet, expecting a rejection. ]
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He asked you to do that? What did you say?
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I said no. [ 'I'm not a murderer'. ] Problem with my dad is... he doesn't really take no for an answer.
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Well, that's just rude. Just because he's your dad doesn't mean he gets to tell you what to do. What happened after that?
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He gave me a drug - the one they used on him. He thought it'd do the same thing to me, he didn't know I already had his powers. I didn't know either.
[ She'd been born that way, she always thought he was naturally strong and faster but she never expected she was anything more than human until the day she'd finally met her father. ]
I don't remember anything much, but — [ only half a lie, she had lucid moments, few and far between. For all Rose's composure and bravado, her voice is quiet when she continues, ] I killed a lot of people, Korra. I'm pretty sure they didn't deserve it.
[ Superman definitely didn't. ]
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He did what? What did the drug do?
[Rose doesn't remember a lot of it. That reminds Korra too much of her experiences with brainwashing.]
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My father and I are a kind of metahuman known as a super-soldier. We're stronger, faster, we can take more pain and heal more quickly than ordinary people. He wasn't born like that - he volunteered for an experiment and it turned him into one by accident. They kept manufacturing the drug and trying it on other subjects because they wanted more, but he was the only success.
[ A steady exhale. ]
Along the way they made variants of the formula. Turns out, when you give more juice to somebody who's already a super-soldier, it drives them bugfuck crazy. Or my dad might have used something completely different - he's smart enough. I don't know what's in it. I just know what it did.
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I killed a lot of people.
She has a feeling she knows where this is going and this isn't something she wants to talk about at a distance.]
Where are you, Rose?
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I'm on the roof of my apartment block. Why?
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[No, you don't get a choice in this, obviously.]
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Block 9.
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[Rose might hear a soft whooshing sound as Korra boosts herself up onto the roof with her air bending.
The next thing Korra does is go in for a hug, because to Korra, it sounds like she really needs one. Even if this is all in the past and she might have already gotten hugs to make up for everything already. She's getting a hug from Korra anyway.]
Uh, just checking. If your dad ever shows up here, you won't be offended if I punch him, right?
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[ Slowly, she lets Korra fold her in a hug, and reaches out to hug her back. ]
Punch him all you want. He's kind of asking for it.
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I'll make sure it hurts. He's a jerk for doing all of that to you.
[And...now the part that she wanted to say in person.]
It's not your fault, you know.
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It kind of is. They're still dead.
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[Korra doesn't try to keep her there, but she doesn't move away either.]
The drug he put in you messed around with you. Didn't you say that?
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It's my fault. Why don't you get that?
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Do you want me to blame you?
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[ She backs away a few steps, not meeting Korra's eyes. ]
Everyone does! Why don't you?
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